Posted by ~Alii~ on April 11, 2003, at 14:31:49
In reply to Re: 2 long days, posted by Tabitha on April 11, 2003, at 14:21:32
> I started posting here about the time people got word of her death, so I only know her from archives too. Yes it was awful, incomprehensible, tragic.
It was most definitely tragic but also (I pray) unedited and real. She was really this person going through those experiences with alcohol and doctors and skanky people in her life and car mishaps etc.
I just pray that her posts have been left unedited in any fashion so that her truth can be determined by each person from reading her 'story' start to finish. It's quite a read and really shows the harsh side to mental illness, inadequate treatment, and self medicating.
I think highly of Sar, always will, and mean no disparagement or judgement of her follies that are in these archives.
For those strong enough to handle her entire start to finish life that she shared here it is an honest telling of one life that ended far too soon. = (
I write this not having ever posted to her or interacted with her in any way. I just have lurked and read certain people from the beginning and she was a shining star that appeared on my radar screen (like our dearly missed often blocked trouble/robin) and I followed her ups and downs and downs and god is this really still happening downs as she posted them.
I am thankful she was brave enough to share her illness in the way she did. I am sorry that her passing is still so painful for so many. My heart is filled with hope that grieving might continue so that she doesn't stay stuck in our hearts or minds in an unhealthy way.
Again with great respect for those that knew her in a personal way,
~Alii
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