Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 1:00:05
In reply to why do I do this????, posted by lostsailor on March 22, 2003, at 10:07:01
hi
i feel thata smae way a lot of the time when im posting and feeling that i have nothing to add. But then i think it helps for people to know thres others out there that care and are reading. I think its best to do what youa re comfortable with. I have whittiled down to my closest frineds that know im having a hard time.
I just feel wierd around people who dont know that im sick. I feel like i have to pretend im not whereas my frineds that know I am more open with. I share the bad and the good. My best friend came and made me some food today becuse i slept till past time to be able to get food to go, and i dont have any food in my house anymore and even if i did I dont really know how to fix it when i am this way. She knwos i wont ask for help, but she is my angel.
Anyways, I tend to isolate myself too. The computer is good becuase there are lots of us and we can talk to each other. Now im feeling sort of like i dont have the answer that is right to post and that this is allnonsense, but i just have to believe that beucase i care about you that youwill feel that and even if what i say dioesnt make siense that youwill know that someone cares.
The med change may take a few days to work properly. I just changed my meds and its a headache for me too. I increased my AP and slept all day. Now im wide awake and its 11pm.
Anyway, i wish i had better words of wisdom. But i do care and i do hope you are feeling better.
Sienna
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