Posted by Dinah on March 18, 2003, at 20:38:52
In reply to hello dinah, posted by sienna on March 18, 2003, at 19:27:19
I'm not feeling well is just my euphemism for I'm about to melt down big time.
Constant phone calls at work about being behind. Constant trying to catch up. People at the office trying to help in the most unhelpful ways.
Pressure building and building. The weekend was a nice reprieve but Monday just started right back up again. And a meeting Thursday about my lateness in meeting deadlines. That's the biggie. And I just am not sure how I will take it.
And the pressure builds and builds, and I just don't know what to do with it.
I want so badly to be a good girl, and to do what I'm expected to do. But I know I don't do it well enough. It's totally my fault. And as much as I know that, I just can't seem to bring myself to do better.
So then I feel rage at myself for not doing what I know I should do.
I just don't feel well.
poster:Dinah
thread:210502
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