Posted by Dinah on March 18, 2003, at 4:06:45
In reply to Re: yelling and shame and..... » Dinah, posted by shar on March 17, 2003, at 21:57:00
I assure you the decision not to fight it this time was completely self serving. :)
I spent the greater part of the week before last paralyzed from fighting those urges. Unable to get anything done. I couldn't afford to be laid up for another week. Today was mostly shot, since I felt groggy and disoriented the rest of the day. But i sincerely hope that I can work tomorrow.
Thank you for your thoughts, Shar. I made a promise not to do this, and I feel really bad about breaking it. I wish all those better coping skills would stick with me when I needed them.
(I don't deal with failure and criticism at *all* well.)
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