Posted by Angel4u2003 on March 6, 2003, at 8:29:38
In reply to ange » Angel4u2003, posted by justyourlaugh on March 5, 2003, at 22:11:18
I thank you so much for your kindness! I just feel like a lost cause. I know that a lot of what i feel is because of the way i was raised. There was so many men in and out of my mother's home. There was drinking, drugs of all sorts, and the many beatings i received. My mother was a very lonely woman. She to was a single mother of 4. She tried very hard to find a man to be a daddy to us kids. She worked 2-3 jobs to support us. With the frustration of working hard, not only to provide for us financialy but to find us a father, she took her hard work out on me. I do not hate my mother for what she has done to me, because i know she done the best she could. Which has made me a better mother to my own kids. I am just so scared to face people. Sometimes when i am in a certain situation, i get a flash back of a piece of my child hood. Then i freak and can't continue in my current task. There is just so much i can vent at a time, so i will end this for now. Thank you for your kind words.
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