Posted by Dinah on October 6, 2002, at 16:17:40
It's such an odd condition. Thursday I was feeling awful, having problems with self injury, anxious and agitated.
Friday was better and Saturday better yet, and today I actually felt the music playing on my car radio. That's a fairly good indicator that I'm feeling pretty good, not at all manic, but just plain feeling good. I enjoyed my son and husband today, and smiled at things I'm supposed to smile at.
It's so strange that things can change so quickly. I'm not complaining, mind you (at least not when the change is up), but I feel almost like a different person. This is the person I want to be. Thursday seems so long ago, like a different lifetime.
Well, I'm going to go put on all my favorite CD's and records and enjoy being able to feel the music. And I'm going to go out with my son while he rides his bike and enjoy watching him enjoy himself. I love the good days.
poster:Dinah
thread:30869
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