Posted by k9lover on September 11, 2002, at 12:57:38
I'm in the Pit. have been for nearly a week. suicidal ideation is really strong. Trying to socialize at night before crawling into my corner in the basement. very down. Want the pain to stop. Know most of you have been here as have I. I've been or not been drinking to escape but either way I still end up here (alive). Does this ever end? It feels so toxic and continuous. Thinking about approaching the local ER tonight if it doesn't lift. Don't know what to do...
Jan
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thread:30138
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