Posted by nikioct73 on August 25, 2002, at 17:45:54
...I have to keep telling myself people read these things because they do care..part of my depression makes me question everything I do or say and tell myself if I complain people will not want to even know I exsist...I have no one to talk to...I'm so miserable and angry with myself I find it hard to breathe...and all this bawling is giving me a class a headache...have they invented that pill to cure stupid yet..?...I hope they find it soon becasue I'm not sure how much longer I can stand this...my fear of death (or rather whats comes after for me..)diminishes with each shitty daythat goes by...
poster:nikioct73
thread:29260
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