Posted by mist on August 19, 2002, at 19:49:10
I have to gear up and look for work. It's been hard to get motivated because I find workplaces and relating to people in a work or business context so boring. The work is sometimes boring too but sometimes okay. I'm wondering if I just get bored too easily, pathologically so, from depression, ADD, anhedonia, or whatever, or if most people feel this way about their jobs? I'm talking about the kind of boredom where the whole world seems to have a gray cast and I just want to literally die so I don't have to experience it anymore. It happens when I feel trapped in a work role or work environment. It's like, if this is life, why bother?
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