Posted by ensoul on July 31, 2002, at 18:40:23
my daughters are grown, ages 20 and 25...I have grandson that is almost 3 yrs old
he loves me, but if I disappeared from his life Julius would soon forget me
I'm poor, on SSI because of the depression, get Worker's Compensation too...50% disabled and I get the large sum of $50 a week
fucked up going to college went back when I was 30, depression made it so I couldn't finish, owe big in student loans...cant go back
caretake for my Mom, who had a benign brain tumor, the tumor, treatments for it, and her medications have caused multiple problems...she is rude, demanding, and extremely callous
she wants what she wants and she wants it now
"not bad" to qualify for any assistancecombine the with my sign. other having cancer, just diagnosed a few months ago, we have travel 140 miles for trmnt (round trip
in the last two yrs I was divorced, my grandmother died, my youngest daughter moved out along with grandson who lived with me since the day he born
my 2 closet friend died and I was thrown back into poverty..been hops twice for depression and my Mother has warned if I go back in she will stop helping me she pays my car insurance and for AOL
my T is 45 miles awayday and night I think of it
sleep doesn't even bring release..then the nightmares commence or much worse the night terrorsmy body is telling me something, it wants out
my mind tells me the same
they both concurensoul
What difference do it make if the thing you scared of is real or not?
(from Song of Solomon) ~Tony Morrison
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