Posted by Mandy on June 29, 2002, at 13:36:00
I feel like how much can one human being take??? I entered intensive outpatient this week since I was not doing well since suicidal attempt in May. I am on better terms with my husband, though. But our cat of 20 years will need to be put to sleep today. I feel like a chunk of my heart is being sliced away. She was so sweet and gave unconditional love. People keep telling me she was "just a cat" but she was so much more than that. At times she was my best friend and on days when I could not smile, I always smiled when I saw her and touched her. How can I go on without her?
I should probably put this on med board, But at the IOP, I was told that I definitely have a type of bipolar disorder and trileptal was added to prozac and neurontion. Will I ever feel well again???
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