Posted by fallensparrow on May 8, 2002, at 1:28:02
I haven't posted in a LONG time, and only a few times when I did ... but I don't know where else to turn to right now. I have a BAD history with depression and annorexia. Three years ago I was hospitalized and went through a long period of "recovery" and was doing fairly well. I have my bad days, you know how it goes, with the eating thing and escaping to that when things are hard, and the depression has never eased up. But lately, I feel SO out of control. Im not eating, Ive probably eaten 2 meals in a week and a half. I hate that Im doing this, I feel SO sick and so scared and I don't WANT TO DO THIS, but I CAN'T STOP DOING IT. Im so scared, I don't know what to do. My friends are sooo mad at me for going back to this place, they are so scared for me and I don't know what to tell them because I am scared for me too. What do I do?!?! HELP....Im soo scared
sparrow
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thread:23293
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