Posted by Phil on April 24, 2002, at 23:08:58
In reply to Re: ...LiLi80 ..i feel the same about myself often, posted by CtrlAlt n Del on April 24, 2002, at 22:22:27
I'm not saying you are just wanting attention. I am seriously worried that you will do something that will never be undone.
Question..If all of us want to live, why did one of us just kill themselves. sar..I didn't know her that well from here but it just stunned me and everyone else.
Sometimes, I've wanted to kill myself because I was depressed, then a girlfriend leaves. I want to blow my ass away just to show her, etc. I'm angry at everybody and I know how to deeply hurt everyone in my life thats ever cared about me. Hey, they all get to share a little guilt: was it something I said or did?
If I find myself terminally ill in the future, on my last legs, so to speak. And severe pain is constant. Nobody's taking my 38.
But I'll fight this stinking disease til my final breath and I will never give up. It is not an option.
Why not live to find your own happiness. Fuck what the rest of the world thinks. Go do what makes you happy, or used to.
Life is short, you weren't put on this earth to suffer and neither was I. We got dealt this hand.
Like Scott Peck says in The Road Less Travelled, first three words. Life is difficult. Once you understand that, life becomes easier.
Stick around LiLi80, I've got more boring stories.
Your story needs to have a happy ending..maybe 30-50 years from now. When you believe it, you'll see it.
poster:Phil
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