Posted by Katt on April 20, 2002, at 0:00:59
In reply to Re: What defines an ED? » Katt, posted by shar on April 19, 2002, at 23:13:32
I am 26. My lifestyle...my situation. Pretty boring for the most part. Don't have a job and its making me crazy. Do I feel guilty when I eat? I thought everyone does. Do I obsess about my weight? Yes, like all girls. Ok, since I was like in the 5th or 6th grade. Yes, I stare at myself in the mirror all the time, I catch myself looking at my reflection in store windows, shoot, shouldn't have had whatever it was I had. Stupid, stupid, stupid. But, don't we all obsess? I exercise...my form comes in walking. I can walk forever and ever. I used to walk to and from my class that I taught that was about four miles away. But I don't do crazy strenuous exercise. Minor sidenote, when I was in the hospital last time, they tested me three times and I came up anemic each time. Then they put me on iron. I was ok with that for a while, but I heard it causes constipation so I got worried about taking it. After my doc dumped me while in the hospital, I was like "screw it," I don't want any part of being healthy if he isn't in life so I started to refuse it. Plus, if I am not in a state of discomfort, I am unlikely to take something. But that was a side note. My bp is sometimes low, but nothing to worry about. I still occasionally get a period that will last a day or two...much shorter than it used to be. But, heck, I hate getting my period! I wouldn't mourn its death. I am really hating being me right now. Dunno why.
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