Posted by trouble on April 8, 2002, at 18:41:06
SWEAR WORDS!! SORRY SWEAR WORDS, NEXT POST WILL BE CLEANER
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING UP AND HE THINKS I'M GOING DOWN, I CAN TELL WHEN MY DOCTORS DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION I'M GOIN IN SO WHY DON'T THEY JUST COME OUT AND SAY SO
FIRST I WOULDN'T EVEN ADMIT THERE WAS ANYTHING WRONG W/ME 20 YEARS AGO I WOULDN'T EVEN COP TO A FACICAL TIC AND LOOK AT ME NOW HA HA HA
MAYBE ALL I EVER HAD WAS A FACIAL TIC AND THEY DID THIS TO ME IF YOU HANG AROUND THE FUCKERS LONG ENOUGH THEY'LL PRONOUNCE THE GODDAMN DOORKNOB SCHIZOAFFECTIVE AND THEN SAY NOW DON'T GET ALL HUNG UP ON THE TERMINLOLOGY HERE AFTER SAYING THE "D" WORD MAN LIKE IT'S NOTHIN WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS THE NEXT STOP'S THE MORGUE
DO THEY TAKE THEIER OWN WORDS SERIOUSLY OR NOT?DOES ANYTHING THEY SAY MEAN ANYTHING IN THE REAL WORLD? BUT THE SAME WORDS STAND UP IN COURT? AM I FOCUSING ON BULLSHIT TO KEEP FROM HAVING TO DO MY WORK?
IT TOOK TEN YEARS TO ADMIT I WAS HIGHSTRUNG THEY KEPT TELLING ME SOMETHING WAS WRONG OK FINE NOW I AM 100% CRACKED AND I'M TELLING EVERYONE ALL MY CLIENTS IN PERSON I'M A PSYCHIATRIC PATIENT AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME HANGING AROUND NO PROBLEM AND THE ONES I CAN'T SAY IT TO IN PERSON I ACT IT OUT OVER THE INTERNET AND IT'S TIME TO STOP HIDING I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE PROUD OF ME AND SAY IT'S ABOUT TIME YOU START TELLIN THE TRUTH AND BE NOT ASHAMED OR RETALIATIATING OR HANGING MY HEAD BUT NO, ALL OF A SUDDEN, BOTH MY DOCTORS ARE LEERY AND THEY WON'T ADMIT IT, WHY DO THEY DO THIS? DOES ANYONE ELSES DOCTORS FUCK W/ YOUR HEADS OR IS IT ME? IT MUST BE ME, IF THEY ALL DO IT, THAT'S PATHOLOGY, THE HAPPIER I GET THE MORE SOLEMN THEY GET WON'T ADDRESS NOTHIN AND I AM FEELING DOUBLY POSSESSIVE ABOUT MY STIGMA RIGHT NOW DO I HAVE A RIGHT TO BLOW MY TOP OVER STIGMA OR DOES THIS MEAN I'M GOING DOWNHILL?????THANKS
TROUBLE
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