Posted by ELA on April 4, 2002, at 12:10:53
In reply to i am a horrible person/ i am the devil, posted by LiLi80 on April 4, 2002, at 9:47:13
Lili,
Your posts recently have sounded so down, I really hope that you find someone soon who you can fully trust to help you through this.
My "friends" have done pretty much the same things to me as yours and it makes us feel like shit. But really, they're more fucked up than we will ever be.
I also feel lost and alone at the moment and i don't know how to stop it. My physical problems seem to be sorting themselves out so everyone around me expects me to "snap out of it" and "go back to normal again". What the fuck is normal with an illness like this?!
I don't really have anything useful to say to you other than I can imagine exactly how you feel and just hang in there. We're not horrible people, we just need a bit of understanding, something I'm sure all those who think they're "normal" probably want as well. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders and know what you're talking about. Good luck.
Emma.
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