Posted by paula on December 5, 2001, at 11:20:39
In reply to two of me?, posted by Katey on December 5, 2001, at 6:06:54
Makes sense to me, too. Actually, over the last year since I've been diagnosed with depression and have been learning how to deal with "getting better" I sometimes feel even more fragmented. Are you being treated? --p
> sometimes i feel like theres two people living inside my head, me1 and me2. that or its me and the demon. it makes everything like a double edged sword, something will make me happy and then 'me2' will very slowly undermine it. it makes it really hard for me to be secure in anything. i think the most obvious time when i have two people in my head is when im fighting suicidal intent/ideation. 'me2' is practically handing me the pills. 'me1' is doing emergency counseling to back off it. its really confusing because i feel like an awkward bystander, like a captive to be tortured that two guards are arguing about who gets to go first. other times i feel like im just one person because either 'me1' is extremely dominant, or 'me2' is. is this a sign of something more serious than depression? its the only thing ive been diagnosed with so far. sorry if this doesnt make any sense.
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