Posted by shelliR on June 30, 2001, at 20:06:21
In reply to good news, posted by sar on June 30, 2001, at 13:55:48
> I've posted so much dark gloom on this board that I thought I'd tell yall what happened to me yesterday.
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> Felt better because it was my third day out of the hospital. I enjoyed being at the hospital, and they added klonopin to my prozac.
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> yesterday at work i felt funny. i felt ALIVE and totally human, it's difficult to describe, but after severe depression/social phobia it felt bizarre to be flitting around the store helping customers, cracking jokes, carrying on conversations with ease rather than pounding heart and thoughts of death. Yesterday was so much fun. I went out with some friends, too.
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> I still look at my feet when I walk but I've painted my toenails a real slutty shade of hot pink to keep myself amused.
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> just had to report the good news to some folks who'll understand.
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> sarHi Sar. Just wanted to say I enjoy reading your posts. The way you experience things is really unique and makes me smile.
You write "I enjoyed being at the hospital"; much like someone else would write, "I enjoyed being at the beach".
I think you are a young woman who creates adventure and sees a silver lining.
Shelli
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