Posted by Mr.Scott on May 3, 2001, at 16:22:35
In reply to ADD or Anxiety?, posted by mist on April 18, 2001, at 2:16:45
You have asked the very question of my life. It sounds more like anxiety in your case, but why not try Ritalin and see what it does for you?
I have had all the anxiety spectrum disorders, and tend to avoid things, Although now with a push I can do just about anything. I am always on edge a bit. Often depressed, shy, and highly obsessive, like with this board for instance although I think it is my response to being in psychological pain. However...When I was a child I was like the complete opposite. A total Behavior disorder and trouble maker. I was always considered Very intellient but was tested and had a Learning disability in math, and a deficit in spatial reasoning. I had tons of friends.. Then at age 15-16 I became severly anxious and depressed, and have been to some degree ever since. When I take Ritalin I get a mild High at first, a lot of nervousness and tacycardia forcing me to take a benzo. No real beneficial effect except on mood. I even tend to obsess more about my problems and search every nook and cranny of the web for the answer. I become less social. But the fact remains that I can't pay attention to what people are saying in meetings, and my life is narrowly focused on my psychiatric illness. My life is disorganized although I am successful in my profession. I basically only focus on having ADD and how it prevents me from living a normal life. It seems to come and go to some degree depending on stress in my life.
I am obsessed if you will with having ADD but Stimulants tend to make me dysphoric, anxious, unsocial, and then i crash.
What do you think I have.
mr.scott
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