Posted by adams on March 1, 2001, at 12:30:26
I am lost in my depression and I have no hope. I lost my job a few months ago and ever since I have just been staying at home all the time. I am starting to think that maybe I am just a total loser and I always will be, I am thinking I might just give up on life and go on welfare or disability benefits or something, or I was thinking about buying a shotgun and blowing my head off. What should I do, can I just live on welfare or disability benefits my whole life and just stay at home all the time, because I really dont think my mental condition is going to get any better, I have been like this forever and I dont see how I could change, and yes I have tried antidepressants and they dont work for me. I feel like a failure because I just stay at home all day now, and my money that I have saved is being used up and soon I will run out of money, and I just cant face the world. Is there anybody else out there in my situation?
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