Posted by Kinderprize on December 6, 2000, at 2:41:38
Yes I have been spreading crap. I am trying to be responsible for my swings. I stopped Effexor as I held that responsible. Still I got crazy and thought it was me, this is just me rabbling to friends, writing my crazy ideas everywhere. Thought I was spreading good things.
Under Psychiatric instruction stopped Paxil few days ago. Everything is clearer now, today. I did'nt know I was high because I was so agitated. I did'nt know what a mixed state was. It's strange to be thrown out so quickly from ones own frames of reference, by things so slight. It's strange to see my crazy writings.
Does having Sicilian blood predispose me to this craziness ?? Why does everyone talk so fast there ? Why is my Father seen as Bipolar now, yet he was just seen as a crazy Italian until very recently ? Is manic depression an illness ? Why are all these classifications for every aspect of behaviour that deviates from the norm existing so quickly. Why are we letting them ?
Yes I'll take the drugs. But these labels. I just don't get it. If one percent of people have manic depression then thats an awful waste of a good classification.
It took a lot of great science to see how manic depression is seperate from Schizophrenia. Maybe it should be put to rest as a consistant morphism inherent to the genetic algorithmn soup of life, spreading a little needed creative cognition in varying degrees.
These classification lose meaning when they say one percent of the population is so called afflicted. How about having a DSM IV of Creative ability as well ?Going to try to have a context from now on. I reckon the answer is to build a soundproofed cube inside my grand big room. No light, No stress, no connection to reality save some great reliable stuff with complete backup.
FELIX aka Kinderprize
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