Posted by Lexie on December 5, 2000, at 18:47:24
In reply to Re: Is this the definition of Bi- Polar? » Lexie, posted by Ted on December 4, 2000, at 22:35:42
Thanks for the Hugs. I am not sure what is going on. Everyday is such a struggle. I was doing so well. I am thinking of telling my son I am going to visit a friend and instead going in the hospital for a while. I am feeling very unstable. The depression feels like waves crashing into the ocean. When I feel bad I can't lay in the bed or the couch I just lay in the floor, I don't know if that makes any sense to anyone. I just hurt SO bad. I have a doctor that is really trying to help me. I just feel like giving up. I wanted to stop the medication but he seems to just want to keep increasing it (I am taking 400 mgs. of Lamictal and 400 mgs. of Topamax). I think it is time to either end it all or try to get some serious help. Thanks for your Support. Lexie
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