Posted by Rzip on October 14, 2000, at 21:36:43
In reply to What's a typical day like for you?, posted by Christina on October 14, 2000, at 20:40:25
>Christina,
I hear your pain. I am new to this board also. Looking through it the last couple of days, I have found a lot of hope and success stories in the postings. I think it might help to set one small goal per day and just focus on achieving that. That way, you will always be accomplishing something everyday. Perhaps, you can tell us what your small goal for tomorrow is and I try to hold you to it.
You know, I have always been able to help others better than I can help myself. Since I really can not figure out what the heck is the matter with me, I think I'll just focus on helping others on this board. Maybe I am feeling miserable simply because I am not able to help others like I used to do in primary school. I am in college right now. And I am really struggling. Not necessary with the schoolwork as much as with my mental stability. I feel I am in a different zone half the time. Anyway, just tell me what I can do for you within the boundaries of this board, and I do my best. If there is anyone I really need right now, it is some friends. I really feel this could be the place to build some helpful, supportive friendships.
Sincerely,
Rzip
> Hi, I'm new to this board, and I'm looking for a few answers regarding my illness.
> I've been suffering from clinical depression and borderline personality disorder for as long as I can remember, but I have only been diagnosed and under treatment for the past few years.
> As a result, I always think that I am so different from others... like my life is out of control and I'm just a big loser.
> Whereas most people I know have notable accomplishments, to me, I am a success if I can get out of bed in the morning. I try to keep my level of responsibility low so I don't continually fail... but I still have problems performing at work and in maintaining friendships.
> My medication has stopped the suicidal thoughts and despondency of depression, but I still feel so mediocre.
> And everything is a struggle.. even simple things like preparing a meal or finishing a project at work.
> Does it ever get any better?
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