Posted by TherapyGirl on May 5, 2009, at 18:53:04
...for me to spend more time in Babbleland and for you all to deal with this.
Sigh.
Another excruciating session tonight. I really don't know how many more times I can put myself through that. Of course, one of her other helpful suggestions tonight was for me to leave her. Is she kidding?
I told her, again, that she didn't seem to have a plan for helping me do this a different way from MY plan, which she has expressed horror over. She said her plan was "to continue to be present with me." Yeah, her plan is EXACTLY the OPPOSITE of being present with me.
She wants me to tell her more specifically what I want her to do. Well, DUH, if I could do that then I could also come up with a plan.
I just don't understand why this is going so badly.
And then of course, I hugged her at the end and bawled like a baby, told her I was sorry and then ran into the bathroom where I sobbed for 10 minutes.
Unbelievable.
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