Posted by FPark on February 1, 2009, at 20:11:31
In reply to Re: its very late, family is asleep » FPark, posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2009, at 20:02:44
i'm not sure, i know i have a family history, but i feel more like it comes and goes. a lot of it seems dependent on outside factors (deadlines, other peoples' opinions of me), but then sometimes i'm just upset or sad when everything is going just fine. or i just don't care that anything really nice is happening when it does, it doesn't seem to affect me. so then its less of a sadness and more of a general not caring. this kind of attitude has affected my relationships with friends, family, and significant others in the past and even right now. i wish i could just snap out of it like people are telling me and like i feel i should be able to. i should be able to control my emotions and reactions to be nicer to others and more happy.
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