Posted by Amanda29 on August 29, 2008, at 20:50:45
My T told me that I was worthy to be loved..and I dont see it.We spent my session talking about a past friendship that I had with this guy that was extremely unhealthy..and before that we were talking about things about me that make it hard for people to be friends with me..and so I had that in my mind, and then I was talking about the way I was treated by my guy friend..and about the things that I did to ruin the friendship ..and it just seems to be a theme that I am the one to hurt the relationship..and to end the friendship...and no one can stand to be friends with me and when they are friends...they are quick to leave. I feel like I am unworthy and that no one really loves me besides my family and EVEN THEY are at odds with the way that I am.
I feel so alone. I want to feel loved so badly it hurts.
poster:Amanda29
thread:849112
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