Posted by littleone on December 11, 2007, at 23:21:40
In reply to I went to T, posted by muffled on December 11, 2007, at 22:35:48
I like your T!
So did you end up drawing? Or did that go out the window when your T couldn't find the drawing stuff?
If you're worried about what the other one said and can't end up remembering, you could try writing to that kid and asking her what she said. See if she writes back. Maybe, maybe not. But it would be interesting to see if it worked for you or not.
> Other than babble, this lady is the ONLY person in the whole WORLD that knows I am what I am. She the only person in the whole WORLD, that I ever showed a diff part to and let it happen on purpose, and didn't try and stop it even though I knew what was happening.
Proof that you're building trust up here. Take a little risk and see how it goes, take another risk and see how it goes, and so on until you take this huge risk. And yes it is scary and worrying because it is a risk. But your earlier risks have made it less risky and more manageable. It's such a great indicator of how far you've come muffled.
> Mebbe thats why she wanted to give me an arm punch-a croney gesture of affection. I let her. It was wimpy.
This made me laugh :) Yes maybe you're t is whimpy physically, but she seems to be pretty good at mind wrestling.
> Just wanted to tell you guys is all.
Thank you for sharing. I love hearing how you're going.
> T got me to promise to phone her B4 I drink. Man she slick. I keep promises, my word is good. WTF, I DON'T wanna phone her and say such a thing. So I stuck. MANOMAN that T is slick.....
And now it's here for all of babble to see. Proof that you won't drink unless you call your T first. Cannot back out of that one muffled.
> This is gonna be so friggin hard to do.
Yeah, but beating it will be so good for you in the long run. Make sure you keep a list handy of coping mechanisms that will help when you're finding it hard.
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