Posted by RealMe on August 17, 2007, at 19:49:07
In reply to Re: my last T for a while » RealMe, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 17, 2007, at 15:39:11
No you are not sick; I had fun with that stuff too and actually miss doing research. It is nice to see something you wrote in print too. Anyway, I guess I understand. The being at home part; I would not be able to do it at home either. Sometimes I think the only thing that saves me right now is that I have to get my sorry *ss out of bed in the morning and go to work.
If no job, I would find it so easy to crawl in bed and pull the covers over my head. A schedule--baaa; but I used to have to do that in a very basic way too so as not to crawl in bed. Your brush my teeth tasks remind me of how I started out trying to get on track. UGH. I remember all to well.
So, sounds like you are getting there and have enough self-motivation to move forward. And here I was envying people who got to be at home. It's a double edged sword, I guess. I stay at work from 7:30 a.m. to 6:30 or 7:00 p.m. most evenings except on days of therapy when I go to therapy at 6:45 a.m. He says he wants me coming early in the morning (I have to get up at 4:15 a.m. to get there) as then my defenses are not up yet. He's right. No wonder I blubber, but I hate doing that. Oh well.
I am happy you are getting some stability and don't worry; the other job stuff will happen. Used to be that lots of people took a year off after finishing the big degree. So, hey; that can be you!! I sort of wish I had done so.
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