Posted by annierose on August 17, 2007, at 7:06:36
In reply to Re: Processing Stuff - Trigger, posted by DAisym on August 17, 2007, at 0:35:27
I think you do need to write about it. It's a part of your history and you have tucked it into the back of your psyche for much too long. You have chosen now to start unraveling the past and with it comes a lot of hard work and worst of all, pain. You are trying to make sense of the senseless, you keep trying to figure it out. But it's not rational. It should never have happened. It's not you, it's him. But you are left with it's destructive aftermath.
I'm sorry your friend doesn't understand how important your relationship with your t is for you. She's missing out on understanding what an important lifeline he is. Can you tell her that you can't move forward when the past is still haunting you?
I'm sorry you are hurting so much. I'm not sorry you shared what happened. Keep writing, journaling, anything to help you help yourself. And as a friend, I'm always here to listen and bounce off ideas.
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