Posted by Frida on January 14, 2007, at 0:11:32
In reply to Hey » ElaineM, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on January 13, 2007, at 23:50:02
Dear Elaine,
I've been reading your posts and I so feel for you. How I wish I could "send" you loving people you could really trust...someone to guide you through this, and make you feel that there is some hope..and that someone can care about you in a way that doesn't hurt you..
You are in such a painful, difficult situation... :-(
I know it's not the same, but it reminds me of the relationship I had with my father (he ended up abusing me for years). I know you don't see your T as abusive, but the feelings you are having, feeling trapped in a situation...the conflicting feelings, feeling like you would hurt him so much, etc...resonate with me.
You are too young...I am so sorry that the times you reached out to other people they didn't come through for you. I so wish you could find someone who could truly guide you through this..and give you the support and care you need.
I feel for you and how alone you are.
I hear how tired you feel about all of this, how tired of fighting and dealing with this...I wish you could find help, someone safe to help you...What does the ladyT say about this situation? Isn't she concerned for your well-being?
I know you are tired and you've already tried..I don't know, I wish I could help..I wish I could help you myself, or help you find someone you could trust...(((((((((Elaine))))))))
Hugs to you
Don't forget..that you are valuable, and you deserve so much more.
Frida
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