Posted by sunnydays on January 3, 2007, at 22:46:26
In reply to Re: i miss my T, posted by youngaddict on January 3, 2007, at 21:26:42
> hey sunnydays,
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> thats really horrible for you, i know how you feel. i have gone only one day without talking to my T and i am freaking out thinking about what as *ss i made of myself last time (yesterday) and what i am going to say tomorrow. I have this sick twisted need to talk to her but then i freeze up when shes there.**** Oh, I understand that feeling. I had it so much in the beginning of therapy. It's not sick and twisted. It's just hard to trust enough to talk when you're there, even if you want to.
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> anyway did you T give you a substitute T while he was away? thats really hard, i haven't experienced that yet but i am sure it will happen, they are normal people who vacation. ugh.**** I know, how dare they be normal people!! No substitute T because I'm away too, because I'm a college student and it's break.
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> did you try leaving him a voicemail saying you wanted to schedule an appointment? does he have an emergency number you can call him on? does he have a secretary? i am sure hes not dead, maybe he had his vacation and hes trying to catch up on all his stuff?*** I did just call him, thanks to the wonderful babblers in chat, so hopefully he'll call back tomorrow. I have an appointment scheduled for January 17th. No emergency number I know, except to call his office and have him paged, but it's not that kind of emergency, it's just missing him. Getting him paged is only for if I was really suicidal or having a worse flashback than I've ever had or something, I think. I'm sure he's not dead, it's just an irrational thought I have. And I have so many, that's why I hate CBT!! The work's too hard!! Glad we don't do it often!!
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> i hope you feel better soon.Thanks so much, y.a.
sunnydays
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