Posted by sunnydays on January 3, 2007, at 21:07:41
I feel like a broken record since this is all I ever say, but I miss my T a lot. I email him, but he hasn't checked his email in almost three weeks, so I have had NO contact with him other than the few times I listened to his voicemail message. This is the longest I have gone without having any kind of contact with him probably since the beginning of therapy. Maybe that's a bad thing to say - it makes me think I must talk to him too much - but I just miss him so so much.
I just want to know he's alive. I'm so scared he's sick or hurt or dead and that's why he's not checking his email. But I know realistically he's just on vacation. It's just he said he'd be gone for two weeks, and it's been almost three, but I think he just messed up the number since he sometimes messes up things like that when he tells me. He forgets what week he's in on the calendar. Or maybe he is sick, but he's probably not dead, right?
I just miss him so much. I just want to hear something from him. Really, I want to have therapy. I just need him.
sunnydays
poster:sunnydays
thread:719087
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070103/msgs/719087.html