Posted by youngaddict on January 3, 2007, at 21:54:39
In reply to Re: i left a voicemail » muffled, posted by muffled on January 3, 2007, at 18:47:42
wow. first off i am new to these boards. i came on here because i am having the EXACT same issues you are having. I go 3 times a week to my T and I feel like I am just skimming the surface and I don't trust her but shes so kind to me and then when I mess up she acts like a mother and gets upset. I have issues with my mother and I think shse trying to act like the mother figure I never had inorder to further my therapy, to grow up so to speak.
i have the same thoughts about leaving a message or writing something, but then i chicken out. I recently relapsed with my drug of choice after trying to be clean for 28 days.. and I told her and she was very stern with me and it upset me. but its what i need. its so hard for me to tel lher anything, but iwant to, i rally do. i want to get better but as someone said, sharing just isn't part of who were are, have grown up to be. i too have experienced neglect and abandonment of some type and have somme serious trust issues.
i need to stop being afraid to tell my T and start doing what you are doing. PLEASE post how your session goes tomorrow and good luck. you did the right thing, they thing i wish i had the "balls" to do.
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