Posted by kerria on December 16, 2006, at 22:19:52
In reply to Re: Terminated from t suddenly :( » kerria, posted by sunnydays on December 16, 2006, at 18:32:29
Thanks Sunnydays for writing.
i wasn't able to call them back today. i can't trust myself. we're too upset to talk and i don't think i can have control. Then the T will never take me - i'm too upset - no one can understand. It's so discouraging. This has made me so much worse.It's the Ts that think i should go to the other place where they specialize, not me. i know that i can't talk about it without losing it. i'm too upset about it still . i think i'll always be upset about it. i can't answer questions about what happened - about what they did.
Both Ts wanted to know exactly why i wasn't going to that place- why they sent me elsewhere, giving their phone numbers instead of going there for help.i don't know how to explain it in a way to have any chance of them taking me on- i think it's a lot to take on- they will think and then i will be rejected again.
i can't get any help. We're not able to do any t. i'm too discouraged. i feel so hopeless, i know they think of me as hopeless- i'm worried that they're right and i'm so so tired of struggling so hard to get help.
tears,
kerria
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