Posted by muffled on December 15, 2006, at 21:54:57
In reply to Re: my T is so nice » wishingstar, posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 18:35:27
my younger part just listens to a message my T has left, over and over again.
I feel silly, but it seems to really help her. She just floats and immerses herself into the words and the sound, and it helps her know T is real, and she exists.
That and rocking.
Sometimes I imagine scenarios in my mind of her rescuing me from a crisis and taking care of me. But never touching me.
I dunno.
Just plain sucks.
Its gotten easier some as time goes on. But sometimes it still just hits me.
T, it really sucks sometimes..
Muffled
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