Posted by peddidle on December 14, 2006, at 22:22:03
In reply to my T is so nice, posted by sunnydays on December 14, 2006, at 20:55:43
> I'm seeing him tomorrow and it feels like it's been forever since I last saw him, even though it's only been two days more than normal because he had a change in schedule last week. It's been a weird rollercoaster sort of week for me, I think mostly because of PMS (oh the joys of gaining nearly 10 pounds in two days...and losing it all in a week...and eating every carbohydrate in sight tonight...). I emailed him last night and he wrote me back a very short response (two four-word sentences), but I could just feel him saying it somehow and it was so nice. I hope it's a good session tomorrow, I could use it.
> Do any of you ever think about your T and you can just almost feel like your T is in the room with you, even though you're not talking to them or anything? It's just such a safe, cozy feeling for me. And it doesn't happen often enough at all. I wish there was more of a way for me to control it.
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> sunnydaysAbsolutely, I think about my T like that too, although I didn't really realize until you mentioned it. But then, of course, I know that she is not in the room with me, so it's kind of a downer. (Actually, it's funny, I just got off the phone with listening to her voicemail when I read your post... :P) You are not bad for feeling that way, it's completely natural. How could you not feel so strongly about a person basically knows your entire life story?
You're lucky you get to see your T tomorrow...still about 4 weeks, or 30 some odd days for me (I haven't decided which amount of time seems like less yet. haha)
Well, anyway, enjoy your session.
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