Posted by wishingstar on December 11, 2006, at 20:33:44
I'm a big doufus and posted this on social accidentally. Sorry everyone.
I called Ginny to ask for an extra appointment this week. I usually do Tues and Thurs but shes out this Tues.. she originally offered me Wed (she was going to come in just to see me) but I said no.. didnt want to do that to her. But I called and said I want it.Good job me. I think.
I dont want to be the patient who drives her insane all the time. I really, REALLY dont. I'd rather suffer in silence then overstep my boundaries.
I know there was just a thread on "when is it okay to call your T for help". Thats what I'm questioning right now. This doesnt feel worthy of calling. But I'm just hurting and i need someone. And I've already posted here 1000 times in the last few days.
I'm afraid I'll wake up tomorrow and feel better and regret calling. I know I'm overtired from Nutcracker. And I've eaten a ton of crappy food today.
I dont know why I'm posting this. I guess I just feel so alone and sharing it helps, even if there's nothing anyone can say. Replies arent necessary.
poster:wishingstar
thread:712761
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20061210/msgs/712761.html