Posted by sunnydays on December 6, 2006, at 7:44:07
In reply to Re: My Mom is RESISTING **suicide abuse triggers***** » LlurpsieBlossom, posted by muffled on December 6, 2006, at 0:50:52
Hi muffled,
I just wanted to say it was really hard for me to read your post. Something I just realized the other day is that even though my mother didn't do a lot of things, that doesn't mean that in an ideal world she wouldn't have done them and that doesn't mean I didn't deserve them. I guess the part I miss from my own mother is the fact that she, much, I think, like Li's mother, doesn't seem to want to accept the FACT that I deserved to have a better childhood, and that it is, no matter what the reasons, because of her that I did not have a better childhood. She may have a lot of reasons for not doing better, but that doesn't erase the fact that because of her actions I was abused and that I deserved better.Just a thought I had...
sunnydays
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