Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 3, 2006, at 9:57:17
In reply to Re: hangover, posted by muffled on December 3, 2006, at 0:31:14
> >I told my T that I was worried that if I went back into all of this stuff from my past that I would "rock the boat". I told her that I was doing so well on my meds and with her, and that I was afraid of losing my hard-earned good mood and good concentration. She said that it was a possibility. I'm afraid of the anxiety and the flashbacks and the feeling like the slightest little thing will trigger a chain reaction of memory recall and ... consequences.
>
> **Me too :-(
> I start to go there, but I flip out and end up hurting myself and putting myself at risk.
> Damn.
> So I been avoiding.....
> And Li, you proly got emotions, its just that you only notice the big ones. I just figgered that out for myself last week. Emotions are our signposts. So you been getting signs, mebbe just not 'seeing' them. As dreaded emots are dangerous. Your not allowed/supposed to feel.
> Its hard.
> :-(
> MuffledOkay muffled, I got a deal for you- You go to MY sessions and talk about my past, and I'll go to YOUR sessions and talk about your past. Don't you think that will work?
p.s. my T just got new furniture. there's even a footstool to prop your feet on. tempted?
ugh. emotions...
i hope tues and thurs are good for you?
-ll
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