Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 2, 2006, at 19:46:51
In reply to Ende gut, Alles gut » Meri-Tuuli, posted by Lindenblüte on December 2, 2006, at 12:42:45
Whew. events of the last 72 hours have plum tuckered me out.
After difficult T on Thursday my girlfriends came over and got drunk and stayed too late and kind of wrecked my place. Babble party was really fun too- stayed up too late again :) I think these distractions were really good for me.
I took a 2hour nap and woke up and feel kind of like my brain is broken! I feel like I just started processing my session from Thursday.
I told my T that I was worried that if I went back into all of this stuff from my past that I would "rock the boat". I told her that I was doing so well on my meds and with her, and that I was afraid of losing my hard-earned good mood and good concentration. She said that it was a possibility. I'm afraid of the anxiety and the flashbacks and the feeling like the slightest little thing will trigger a chain reaction of memory recall and ... consequences.
I think I'm allergic to myself
-ll
making another cup of tea now (((tea)))
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