Posted by kerria on November 11, 2006, at 14:45:21
In reply to Re: my friends jumped me :(, posted by rs on November 10, 2006, at 15:26:17
rc- thank you for writing.
What advice did i not take?
i took Every single person'd advice that i could possibly take- i have done very thing that i can. The only thing i didn't do was leave my h.
That's a big decision- i have to think about it some more- if it's ok. You can understand, no?i Never said one negative thing to any one at that forum ANY TIME EVER.
i Never sarcastically said "Pass the whine and the cheeze"- hey- i dislike my parts also and i hear enough -- TOO MUCH of that inside of me already- which is why i was so so hurt by the comments of those that wished me well besides those that couldn't give a d---. Even they said themselves that they were taking out their anger on a quality that someone else had- and another person said "I don't even know why i said what i said to her." No one could explain- they all just jumped me.
i am and have been a worse mess than ever- since last week i can't do anything- i'm trying to change Ts- THEIR ADVICE- my appt s on monday. i lose so much time i might lose my job- the place - the only place where a part lives. i haven't been able to hike- leave the house almost at all.
The worst thing that it did when they gave me all the critical remarks about how frustrated they were about me (i am MORE FRUSTRATED THAN you can imagine about myself ALSO) is incease the inside- inner conflict amoung parts so i can't stand to live with myself- i keep sabotaging and part sabotage everything i attempt to do and all my relationships.
Now i even lost my cat- who is a comfort to my littles we can't do without.
tears.
i wish i wasn't so hurt and damaged because i love my friends there- mostly everyone that said negative things i though was my friend.
i took all their advice- i don't know what advice you mean and what advice that they mean that i didn't take.
What is the advice that i didn't take that warrented them to say the mean things to me and made my life a living hell because all the conflict and no friends online or irl?
tears,
kerria===please tell me what it is - i'll do it.
See if it makes a difference and they will say they're sorry for attacking me.
poster:kerria
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