Posted by ElaineM on August 16, 2006, at 6:52:02
In reply to Re: Not so low :-) but with questions » caraher, posted by llrrrpp on August 16, 2006, at 0:12:28
...I don't have much time, so I'm going to respond to all (((((your))))) posts later tonight. I've been thinking all night about how I need to know if I should be worrying about my T moving beyond where we're at right now. So I'm going to try and ask him if he is waiting for me to act a certain way, or if I should ever expect him to get more physical. And then I can be re-assured. I don't know how I'm gonna word it, cause I couldn't say those exact things. But I think I need him to lay his cards on the table [okay that sounded stupid but I can't think of better words....know what I mean?]
Who knows, perhaps it will come to a head today anyways -- this is the last time I'll see him in person before my birthday and he said we should meet later so we can do something to celebrate without needing to end before his next appointment. I know that might sound sketchy, but it's definately the movie he's been talking about. It's so nice of him to care that it's my birthday -- I don't really myself. But still, it's even more depressing when you don't hear from anyone. I wonder if my parents will wish me a Happy one tomorrow? I'm sure they hate my guts and want me to die.
Oh well, gotta get moving. I'm really nervous, but a little excited to be feeling better enough to get out more :-) He even called in a re-rill of my anti-biotics for me the other day. ((((T)))), it's probably cause of him that I'm not so sick right now :-)
I want to have good news to tell you all tonight, and then none of us will be worried anymore. Thank you (((all))) for being as nice as you are. Okay, talk to you later.
Elaine
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