Posted by LadyBug on August 7, 2006, at 0:48:15
In reply to why?? **sexual trigger**, posted by Karolina on August 6, 2006, at 23:23:25
That makes me sick and I don't even know you or your Dad. You painted a pretty good picture of what you saw. I'm so sorry you've had to deal with this most of your life. It's a sickness, just like a drug. While I don't have much to offer, I would like you to remember that the porn is your DAD'S problem. You didn't cause it, can't control it and can't cure it. And he won't stop unless he wants to.
I hope you can talk to your T about how upset it made you feel. What a thing to try to erase from your mind? I don't think there's an eraser big enough for that. Your T. might be a father figure to you. Someone that you wish your father *could* have been like maybe? I don't know.
I'm sorry for you, I'd want to run away too. Try to focus on other things, like good music, or a good book, watch a movie, read a magazine. Go somewhere out of the house?
Do you love your dad? Sorry I don't know much about men and masterbation. That's not something I've ever talked about with my husband but I'm pretty sure he doesn't do that, unless it's rarely. I wouldn't want to know. I guess I'm a private person in that way.
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