Posted by LadyBug on August 5, 2006, at 0:00:54
In reply to Re: ElaineM and Happyflower...How are you?, posted by happyflower on August 4, 2006, at 18:00:05
Happyflower!!!
It's so good to hear from you. I'm rootin for you on your run tomorrow.....you go girl!!! Good for you. I have a hard time walking let alone running!
And good for you to decide to end your therapy at the end of the year. That has to be hard decision for you. I always think if my husband showed me he loved me I wouldn't go to therapy anymore. That's the dumbest thing I've ever said, almost, but it's in the top ten. I need to love myself and slowly but surely it's happening. It scares me to even say.
I had 2 surgeries in the last 2 1/2 weeks. It's kicked my butt! But I've managed to go see my T 2 times. Once last week and then again yesterday. I shouldn't have gone yesterday as I had only had my second surgery 48 hours before and wasn't feeling that great. Towards the end I felt myself slip away out of consciousness. It scared me!!! I was her last appointment so she offered to walk with me out to my car to make sure I got there ok. She offered to call my daughter or my husband to come and get me, but I said no. I'm so mad at myself for going!! But it was what I was willing to do just to spend an hour with her. I'm freakin crazy. I had a good 20 min. drive home after. I thought just maybe she would call to make sure I got home ok, but no. She probably assumed I did or she'd hear about it. I have to go back to work next week, ready or not. I have to be very careful and to be honest, I'm not feeling real strong, but I've been off for 3 long weeks.
I think you have decided the right thing in life, live for the moment! I'll keep trying to do that. I can't change the past and if I knew the future I'm sure I'd spend my time running away from it!!!
Take Care and stay in touch!!
Hugs
LadyBug
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