Posted by ElaineM on July 31, 2006, at 13:25:58
In reply to Re: Why has this happened now? ***trigger, posted by sunnydays on July 31, 2006, at 7:02:21
(((sunnydays))) thank you. I know you are having a bad time too. I know I shouldn't have but I emailed ladyDoctor last night after posting. I really hope that she doesn't notice the time it was sent -- I'm already going to look like I'm severely unstable. I don't think she will respond (and it will drive me mad wondering...and checking a million times) but I couldn't help sending one. I want to hear from her so badly. I wish, more than anything, that she were my mother -- She's close to my mom's age. Everytime she's said something nice to me, or smiled, or let the appointment run long, it used to feel so good that it would hurt afterwards. I can't believe she's gone too. I'm so embarrassed that I used her email from her business card. I hope she doesn't feel manipulated, or intruded upon, or victimized or something -- especially cause I know I sounded soooo upset. I really need to stop doing things before I think them through.
Hugs back to you.
Thank you for caring, EL
poster:ElaineM
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