Posted by kerria on July 26, 2006, at 3:00:08
Tonight i had therapy. i always knew there was a lot of conflict in my system (i have DID). i remember some things that a part said.
i'm so shocked- it's so scary how much a part inside hates me and hates other parts. everything is so difficult now. Can anyone identify or help? i can't sleep- it's so upsetting.
Lately i've been having really bad flashbacks. There's so much sadness and now this. It's so strange and to have an insider so against us. So much there's critcism inside against the things i say and do. It's so hard to deal with. i heard this part before once and now again. It's so scary that she's so against me.Please say something comforting. i'm so afraid now.
Thanks for hearing,
kerria
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