Posted by ElaineM on July 24, 2006, at 16:35:58
In reply to Re: He's leaving ****triggers**** » ElaineM, posted by LadyBug on July 23, 2006, at 18:55:07
Hugs are always welcome LadyBug. I've told him before how much I'm worrying about this. I do think he's concerned about leaving me alone, in such a poor physical state. But I'd never truely want him to not go on vacation because of me. I'll talk about today's session later (I'm still wonky from it) but he said that the best he could do was check his office messages once. So if I had to go to the hospital, to say which one, and he would know where to come when he gets back. I don't feel comforted by that at all, but what can I do?! Your T sounds quite accomodating -- it's so nice of her to call you before her plane leaves. And she visits you too right? I miss my old T.
Pain meds huh? I sympathize. They are not the best things to be on if your trying to be lucid. It is always such a dilemma for me about whether to take some or not. Is it worth it? Do I need it? I worry about wasting the potency of meds on anything less than agony, so I tend to push myself to go as long as possible without. However, considering you just had surgury, you shouldn't feel like you need to be liberal with dosing. Being able to get some sleep helps so much.
I feel like I know you. Or at least a bit of what you're going through. Often, I can't talk to others about medical stuff, or pain, because it's just too emotional of a subject. But I want to hug you right back.
You are very dear for writing while in so much pain. Sometimes I write to try and distract from it, but alot of the time it's unavoidable.
I hope your recovery moves along quickly. It is so strange how people seem to go through similar things that the same time. I was just saying that pain comes in clusters, and hearts break in bunches.
(((Lady)))take care of yourself too, EL
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