Posted by ClearSkies on July 23, 2006, at 22:57:42
In reply to Re: Downwards spiral trigger i guess » ClearSkies, posted by MidnightBlue on July 23, 2006, at 21:36:06
My T thought I was ready for this, but clearly I am not. My skin is crawling with my hate towards myself. The only, and I mean only good thing about how I feel is that I don't want to drink. Drinking would make me forget and I must recall every minute and the smallest detail.
I have stopped writing for now. It comes in big chunks of words and thoughts. then facecs, names evaporate. I must not be ready for the entire narrative.
thanks for writing, Midnight Blue.
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