Posted by happyflower on May 26, 2006, at 22:03:02
In reply to I think I'm crazy (possible triggers), posted by Tamar on May 26, 2006, at 16:08:15
wow, first of all I had to look to see who wrote this because it sounds like what I am feeling and thinking a lot lately.
I have the Dr. Sexy T , the Dr. Rational T , but I need a Dr.Comfort T . I need to go into some areas that are tough and I don't know if I can trust him to comfort me if I get out of hand.I hate the boundries, he is slamming them all around me. Maybe he is wisening up I don't know. But I hate it. All I want to know is that if I fall apart he will be there to give me a warm blanket and a cup of hot tea and tell me I am okay and I will be okay. But now since he is removing himself from me, I don't know if I can trust him to go where I need to go because it is so darn scary. But I have nobody else, I feel deparate, because the anger inside is eating away at me. I just need someone to help me because I am slipping away. I want to matter, I want to be loved. Maybe I don't need that from my T , but I need him to tell me I am loveable and I do matter. But he won't even tell me he cares about me. He is all Dr. Boundries now. I feel like I am trapped in a therapy cage.
Maybe this isn't how you feel, and I am sorry I am rambling on and on, but I do feel your pain, Tamar. You are not alone. (((((Tamar)))
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