Posted by LadyBug on May 12, 2006, at 14:28:45
In reply to Re: Feeling lower than dirt » LadyBug, posted by orchid on May 12, 2006, at 14:06:03
Orchid,
You know the marriage has been really hard for the past several years. Back in 1997 my husband got into a severe drug addiction and things have been a battle ever since. It just keeps adding up and he keeps kicking me harder emotionally and the affair just tipped me over. I was thinking it would be better to stay together than it would to get divorced, but then the affair was more than I could bare. It's been almost 8 months and my feelings are still hurt and hateful. I don't think there is enough left to turn things around. I'm already alone even though we are still in the same house. My girls want for me to be happy and so do I. My T feels like the marriage has indeed failed. But it is a process I must work on. And the pain of wanting out of it so much and not being able to get out as fast as I'd like too feels so hopeless. I deal with depression and it can make it more difficult for me during times like this. Thanks for understanding and caring Orchid.
LadyBug
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